Good friends

I guess I've just been thinking alot lately. Thinking how lucky Iam to have such great, crazy, fun and caring friends. However there are some I miss. I miss laughing with them, I miss talking with them. See I'm not perfect by no means, I do make mistakes, dont we all? As humans we judge people way too much, and even though I've lost a friendship with somebody that was very special to me, we do, we judge people way to much. This is one thing I'm guilty of, and you know why judge people, when I'm not perfect? now most of you probably have no idea what I'm talking about.. lol... but its just been on my mind lately. How is it somebody you really care about, you can hurt? or how is it a friendship that was the best of the best is now nothing? arent we supose to forgive? Or how do we make it better? No, its not me and Scott, guess I need to make that clear. Its a good friend of mine I met a year ago, and wow what a friendship that was.... we had a blast together... I love her kids to death... and some things were said and some things happened and yeah ya guessed it... we dont talk... :-(. I do miss her LOTS. I may not act like it, but I do... and I guess we both have a right to be mad at each other. But I'm writing this to just say I'm sorry.... I need closure in knowing that Im saying "I'm sorry". Now I wont say a name, but if you read this then she will know who this is about. You live and learn, and geezzzz I've learned alot. Other than that life is good for us. The kids are loving summer time, and so am I.. Baseball is almost over for Austin, that makes me a little sad, because that is something he loves so much and it keeps him going. He will be going to his dad's for the month of July. That too makes me sad, but I know he will have fun. We've got my stepson for the summer thats been great, we dont get to see him too often, he lives in florida, so we are really enjoying him being here. ok well enough talking for now, yall probably think I'm crazy.. heheh... pictures will come soon, WHEN I GET ANOTHER CAMERA..... UHHHHHHHHHHH I cant believe i broke my camera.. :-(